4.

in times like this, i wonder, God, will you give us peace?

will you give us justice?

will you give us answers?

will you tell me why old man have to bury their own son?

will you tell me why mother have to cry over their dead children?

I Wonder.

3.

finally got the job i wished for from day one. thank God.


but i think my relationship is now under turmoil and uncertainty.


bittersweet.

2.

the search of a real job has begin.

the bigger challenge, to find a career, has concurrently begin.

the balance of life/work however, is the ultimate challenge.

It's Been A Long Time (Remix)

Produced by the homie @Emirotheshakes

I know I'm late on this one, but here it is, with the lyrics.

Chorus :
Baby since I've started seeing you,
I know it's been a long time, I know it's been a long time,
Baby since I've started seeing you,
I know it's been a long time, I know it's been a long time,
This heart is missing you, this heart longing you,
Why you have to go, in the end yeah,
This heart is missing you, this heart longing you,
And baby end I should have to go leaving you.

[Vic Jamm]
It's been a long time since I dropped a verse,
Oh yeah I've never left no rehearse,
I'm taking my time but never felt so worst,
Been hungry too long but never thirst,
Back to the story where we began from,
Let's make it simple like Google Chrome,
Never left hip-hop till I reach my tomb,
Blow me up to be BIG like C4 boom,
It's been a long time been too long,
Since I sat down and pen a song,
Now I'm dropping this verse never been so wrong,
Felt so right I did a remix on Emir's song,
I ain't gonna leave it's the beginning,
Felt like a soldier and I'm returning,
Sky is the limit the top for the taking,
Do say hello to the legend in the making...

[Emirotheshakes]
Say hello born again to the heart,
Bought again, felt the pain, restart
I'm just trying all the ways to go through,
Been down a couple roads aint stoppin pretty soon,
Miss a lotta action, didn't think you care,
Yeah,
I didn't think you care,
Unappreciated, how you deal with that?
So I keep a smile on my pocket for my faces,
Wash off my sorrow, man, i cover up them traces,
So I lace this...

[Skit : 500 Days of Summer]
Summer: It just happened.
Tom: Right, but that's what I don't understand. What just happened?
Summer: I just... I just woke up one day and I knew.
Tom: Knew what?
Summer: When I was never sure I'll be with you.

Chorus :
Baby since I've started seeing you,
I know it's been a long time, I know it's been a long time,
Baby since I've started seeing you,
I know it's been a long time, I know it's been a long time,
This heart is missing you, this heart longing you,
Why you have to go, in the end yeah,
This heart is missing you, this heart longing you,
And baby end I should have to go leaving you.